Sister I love you, don't ever think I don't or that it will ever change. You are the meaning to all the madness, you are the one that keeps me afloat, motivate me to go on, to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Whatever happens you will always be important to me, the love between us will never go weak. I will take care of you if you need me to, the same way I expect you to take care of me if I need it. I wish everyday that we were closer to eachother in distance, not across water and boundaries as we are today, so that I could stop by to have coffee or make you dinner or just provoke one little smile or a flood of tears. We haven't always been close, but these last couple of years we have grown together, although you feel otherwise, we have grown stronger together, I am your rock that you can always lean on and when sadness fills my life of late you have been there to support me, to tell me I am not in the wrong, that I am not weak, that I am worth more. At times we annoy eachother that's natural, but mixed in with that annoyance is always the love I feel for you, always the hand out stretched for you to grab whenever you want. I will NOT leave you that is impossible. Even when we are so far away I carry you with me, I feel your pain too well sometimes. I may not always show it - I try to be strong, emotions don't always come easy, is not frequently let loose from it's cage to rage on my face. However, I feel your pain, I wish I could share it with you, wish I could change it, make you happy, choose the right way for you. Unfortunately I can't, even if I try hard I can't. In any case don't ever think I will stop loving you or that I will leave you alone because of convenience.

Might be a while

I'm in Denmark, arrived on Monday, and since then my sis and I have been getting ready for THE festival, Roskilde of course! For the past 11 years we have been in front of the Orange Stage rocking it hard, and this year will be no exception. We spent a lot of time yesterday looking for wellies for my sis, which ended up being her belated birthday present. Then after half an hour of so rest at hers we headed to Christiania for some relaxing yoga, yes a boxer like myself can try more spiritual forms of exercise. However, I have to say didn't feel the spirituality rising inside me, although my sis and her friend Jesper would have hoped. The stretching is good, but all it did for me was stretch one of the muscles in my foot too much and this morning I woke up with an extremely sore foot and difficulties walking properly...So much for yoga I guess - my sis says its because I have too developed muscles - I don't, especially not in my foot! Well after the session we headed for a bite to eat and a smoke of course, it being the place for such affairs. It was all lovely and the weather was great all day in fact. Rain has been predicted for my entire stay, but I figure the weather Goddess heard my prayer :D Today we went to the festival site for the first time this year, and the weather held up then too so she is listening, just post a prayer and you'll find out. We put up our tent in the Media camp and helped, well sis helped I couldn't really since I was given strict orders to stay off my feet, setting up the Norberg bar next to Danish P3, which is kinda the Danish version of Radio 1. Tomorrow we go back and start working and hopefully see a lot of great music...I have to return to the real world for a while, but I'll be back once I've gathered myself after the immense drunkenness and lack of real sleep, and there will be pics! So let's all cross our fingers and toes for nice weather, good stories and lots and lots of good music.