I feel lucky that you were here and I got to meet you. You showed me a good time, I hope I've shown you a good time too. I hope you will remember me as I will you. You embraced me just when I needed it, and I tried to comfort you when you were down, tried to give you what you needed. You have given me a new view, helped me out of the darkness I was in. This village will be empty when you leave. I know I am crap at telling you how I feel, but I know that you know. Maybe it's the passion between us, maybe if things had been different we wouldn't have connected as well as we have. If there wasn't this deadline, this expiration date, maybe we would have never become such good friends, more than friends, closer than that. I feel privileged you've let me in, let me peek, opened up to me and made me someone special in your life. Although, it has been brief, I am very fond of you and I wish all the best in the world for you.
Women (and men) always want to be the one, and I have gone over this for some time in my head, we all want to be the one that shakes someone's world, but I know I am not that one and I am ok with it. I don't want to be then the next couple of weeks would be too hard to handle. I just want to be me with you until our road split and we must say goodbye. You have taught me to be me again therefore you mean so much to me, you will always have a place in my heart for your caring nature. You said once you were afraid of your need to take care of me - I knew what you meant, but you don't have to take care of me. I am as strong as you think - I can take care of myself. However, I have enjoyed being taken care of by you. You have a good and strong heart and you deserve a good hearted woman. Someone who can take care of you and inspire you to do the great things I know you will accomplish in the future. Sometimes I've hoped and wanted deeply to be that woman, but I know I am not. I am not good enough for you, and I don't mean that in a bad way at all, I am too selfish for you. I want my own things on my own, before I can commit again.
I hope she will take care of you and give you all that you need, and that you will learn to trust a little easier and be openly honest. I hope you will remember my good sides and not how difficult I am at times. Forget how I pissed you off, to a degree where many people probably never have returned. Remember though, how different I am, how there are different perspectives in life and that you don't always have to follow everyone else's ways of seeing things. Trust yourself to know what is right and what is wrong, and let people close to you.
You will return soon, and I have to admit I have missed you. Our conversations have always cheered me up and I miss that. I miss your arms around me when I go to sleep, and your smile in the morning. I will be sad when our time together is up, but I hope we can be happy until then. It is always hard to say goodbye, but I will be there for you if you ever need me.
Thank you.
Your devoted friend.
Women (and men) always want to be the one, and I have gone over this for some time in my head, we all want to be the one that shakes someone's world, but I know I am not that one and I am ok with it. I don't want to be then the next couple of weeks would be too hard to handle. I just want to be me with you until our road split and we must say goodbye. You have taught me to be me again therefore you mean so much to me, you will always have a place in my heart for your caring nature. You said once you were afraid of your need to take care of me - I knew what you meant, but you don't have to take care of me. I am as strong as you think - I can take care of myself. However, I have enjoyed being taken care of by you. You have a good and strong heart and you deserve a good hearted woman. Someone who can take care of you and inspire you to do the great things I know you will accomplish in the future. Sometimes I've hoped and wanted deeply to be that woman, but I know I am not. I am not good enough for you, and I don't mean that in a bad way at all, I am too selfish for you. I want my own things on my own, before I can commit again.
I hope she will take care of you and give you all that you need, and that you will learn to trust a little easier and be openly honest. I hope you will remember my good sides and not how difficult I am at times. Forget how I pissed you off, to a degree where many people probably never have returned. Remember though, how different I am, how there are different perspectives in life and that you don't always have to follow everyone else's ways of seeing things. Trust yourself to know what is right and what is wrong, and let people close to you.
You will return soon, and I have to admit I have missed you. Our conversations have always cheered me up and I miss that. I miss your arms around me when I go to sleep, and your smile in the morning. I will be sad when our time together is up, but I hope we can be happy until then. It is always hard to say goodbye, but I will be there for you if you ever need me.
Thank you.
Your devoted friend.
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