I seem to be stuck these days, no motivation to go on, will I ever finish? Not at this speed that's for sure. I need to finish the mindless work, the interviews have to be transcribed. Why is it taking me so long, why is it so boring? I always thought I would finish quicker than this, that idea seems to be holding me back now. I need to get my inspiration back, but how? I have tried to do some reading to get it back, tried to do some writing - it just doesn't seem to work - I've tried to make a plan, a schedule too. No hope it seems, anyone have any ideas? I want to prove I can do it, but as always I doubt myself. It might also be the speed at which I am working these days, nothing seems to go as quickly as I want. I need to start exercising again as well, I know that will help me, but I pull out of my own plans all the time. I feel I lack energy and I know that is due to the fact that I am not working out. Don't know why the road to the gym is too long for me to handle, I even have a bike now, still I don't find the energy to use it. Its a never ending circle of self-doubt and no motivation. The sun has just come out, still my mood is as grey as the clouds that regularly fill the Scottish sky. Maybe I should go for a run? Maybe I should continue working?