The line ends at the finish line. The truth has finally come out, one has decided finally to crush my hopes. It was about time, it was overdue. Now my wings are free to fly where ever they might take me, find a new landing strip for about a month or two or three. I was surprised by my own reaction, it didn't even hurt that much, what hurt was the fact that one waited all this time to tell me the full story. For one which truth is so important, one should have told me sooner rather than later.

My mum woke me up this morning, calling from Denmark, she was asking me if I still needed economic support. For the first time in over half a year I could tell her No! Actually I have wages coming my way, and my funding from the Norwegian government has come through. All is well and good on my economic front at the moment, well at least at the moment! It was good to talk to her, although she woke me up, we had a nice calming conversation. You know the mother calming stressed child kind. The best of all was her telling me the phd will take as long as it takes, its a big deal, and I know you want it to be done properly. Yes! That's what I keep telling the Boss, I won't submit until its something I can stand by! We'll see if I can ever be happy with it...

I am calm today, bordering on lazy. It's been a long morning, which has to end now!