Hello sunshine!

I am feeling better, I was actually smiling on the way to the office this morning! I think my heart has calmed down, two weeks exactly, just as long as the ex-husband said it would take. Still longing, but not as much consumed by the feeling, by the hopelessness. Now my beast will be the only thing on my mind, oh what a lie! Yet I do find it more interesting of late, the sickening by the sight of it has gone - is this inspiration I feel? I am certainly motivated, I want to get out of here, I want to do something new, maybe I'll write a book from the Caribbean, who knows. Anything is possible, there is only me to consider, what a great feeling this is. To have the world open to you, the freedom of doing anything you want. I will be travelling again soon, it has been way too long since I've been somewhere new, somewhere where the streets are not known to me, where people don't speak my language - I am working towards it. It will be a great escape, I know it! Yesterday's Ms Negativity, today's Madame Positively Refreshed.