final stretch

Give me your hand that is all I am asking for, help me out of this darkness that encapsulates me. Take me in your arms and sing me a lullaby, let the bad thoughts disappear with the song on your lips. Give me something because I am lost without the knowledge, give me an intelligence so that I can read and write without bother, without needing inspiration. Let me see the words on the wall or let me hear the songs you sing loudly in your room all alone. Take me away from here on a cloud of pink fluff to a place where the sun disperses the shadow hanging over me. Make me laugh and smile like I used to when I was a child, before I knew of the evils in this world. Be honest to me even if it will hurt me today, it will make me happy tomorrow. Don't let the distance come between us, take my hand I will lead you out of the old world and into the new one. If I can help myself why don't I? I can and I will, but first let me find the sunflower within, let it shine in the autumn night like a truly yellow star. Let it guide me to where my soul has been on vacation for far too long. Let me see the IQ of the trees as I pass them on my way to the city of the goddess, where once again I will encounter myself as I have now become, and maybe it will change me forever. See there is hope after all, inside me. I have cried many tears and now I am ready to start my final journey towards the end. Well I'll pack my suitcase tonight, tomorrow the birds will take me to the fountain of inspiration and magic will happen. Tomorrow.