27/08/2008

another time

I wish I could ask you to stay, most of all I wish you would stay if I asked you to. I know you can't and I know you don't have anything else here but me, still I wish I could ask you to stay. Sometimes.
I wish things wasn't so complicated for us. I wish you had never mentioned it, and I was blissfully ignorant of your 'other' life. I wish you would have only me. Sometimes.
I wish I could come with you, most of all I wish you would ask me to come with you. I know you won't and I know I wouldn't come even if you did ask.

You wish we had met earlier, back in September, but who knows if things would have been different then. You want more time, but you are the one that's leaving me behind early.
You wish for us to stay close together, even with oceans between us. You wish for us to stay friends, although we never were. You wish for a future we can share, even though there will be another person between us.
You wish for the best of two worlds, without knowing my discomfort and my pending heartache. You know this is the end, but you still want to keep me. Sometimes.

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