Back at the beginning

At home preparing to go out, yet again, tonight. Being girly, Lynn and I are doing anything and everything to beautify ourselves: face-masks, eyebrow plucking, nails etc. Why do we do it? Is it for us, for our self-esteem or is it for them, the other girls, the men, to be attractive? Are we not attractive enough just as we are, without make-up, without cleavage, without toned bodies? How much does personality have to say about what we find attractive? Many years ago I met a guy, an Italian, who all my female friends fancied, but I never ever found him attractive. It was all down to personality, he was a sleaze, typical Italian stallion. He was always womanising always looking for a new girl to seduce, to get into bed. That really turned me off, he was a nice guy to me, as a friend, but I hated his first-contact personality. It shined through whatever he did. There have been other examples too, of someone's personality putting me off..is it just me? I don't know what I am trying to say here, I get lost easily today. Lost in my own thoughts, must be the alcohol from last night slowing my brain down. Last night was fun btw - lots and lots of dancing, ass dancing as Elin would say, R'n'B dancing. Anyway rant over... Erica's birthday will be celebrated tonight, with Thai food and cocktails, it'll be GREAT! So I have to go