sick in the head

I've been sick, down with the flue or something. Before and after I've been struggling with workload, never ending workload. I guess this is the rest of my life. I like it though, I like working a lot. I like spending my time in the office until late, it makes me feel like I am better than everyone else. I know it's stupid...and arrogant really, but I do feel so much better when I work long days and nights. The same feeling you get after having spent two hours in a shabby gym skipping and punching bags until you fall over of exhaustion. I love it - almost more than sex. Well at the moment its been awhile, so excuse me if I am totally over the top about this work business. The feeling of contentment is just the greatest drug in the world if you ask me.